Well! How times flies. I thought I would abandon this place forever. : ) But I won't.
Let's Recap!!
I took the test, didn't make it. I stayed the course. I stick it out. I made the top 30%, but not the top 5%, I have no regrets.
I was depressed, I still am. But I'm better now. I was afraid of something grim. Some inevitable fate. But from now on, I'll take each day as it comes, try to laugh and make the best of it.
I'm looking for a job again right now. It's much harder than I could possibly imagine. It's survival of the fittest. Sometimes I really feel like crap. But I'll keep my head up high.
I miss my family. I miss my days on the road. That's the only 2 things that matter.
I'm kind of at a loss right now. I, I don't know, I really need to prioritize things. I need to make the things that have absolutely no meaning meaningful!!!!!!!
I'm at war and at peace with myself.
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I feel so burnt-out these days. But I will keep going. I CAN DO THIS!!
I'm reenacting The Pursuit of Happiness!!!
I studies for 12 hours today until the marginal productivity fell below zero. It feels kinda good. Things are looking up now. : )
Again, it has been a long while since I posted last time. But I'm really busy with my test. I'm still hanging there. I will survive!!
Several thing I've done in recent few days
1. Did a mock test. It's a train wreck.
2. Watched the first 7 episodes of Survivor China to cheer me up. It's okay and it did cheer me up. And I love Jaime. This girl is so adorable. Although she got the boot last week, she is still my favourite.
Haven't been here for a long time! Does that mean I've been studying hard? I think so. Yes, it's been hectic with the bloody exam pending and I'm working hard more than ever on it. You can say I'm pulling out all the stops right now. I don't want to think much about the result but I do believe I'll stay the course!!
Bagan, the most beautiful place on earth(No "one of" here). I miss it so much!!!!
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My 2 cents from today
Things seldom goes the way we plan them to. All you can do it try to laugh and make the best of it. Then there will be no regrets in your part.
